What’s it like to inhabit the life of your hell yes? Can you imagine a life where instead of a to-do list you have a to-die-for-list. Can you imagine loving your work so much that you love Mondays?
You will have to clearly see the you that you’re becoming to get there. Otherwise – you’re just the blind leading the blind.
I see the you that you’re becoming.
I do this with the people who have said “HELLS TO THE YESSS” to placing themselves in the high-frequency beam of my attention and awareness. I need to be invited to turn this laser on because it cut too deep to use without prior permission.
If you are one of my Hell Yes people though, I can see the you that you’re becoming. I can describe deeply hidden parts of you that want to come alive in a way that has that hidden part starts to feel warm and get goosebumps. It might give you a shiver of the yum that’s to come.
Some foundation for the next part: I will call the part of you that usually runs the show aka your life the “manager.”
Let’s get to know your manager: How’s your manager’s job performance? Here’s how you can really evaluate how your manager is doing: Is there food in the fridge and stable supportive friends and companions around? Or is life an utter mess of self-abandonment and neglect? The latter means your manager is blind to the real state of this tender being and what they need to be well-nourished and well-loved.
There’s no shame if so. Today’s missive shows you what’s possible on the road ahead. In this level of consciousness, the most convincing lie is that it will always be this way – meaning you’re stuck in this suffering till you die and you’re hoping that doesn’t mean hell after.
Probably if you’ve already found your way here, you will not stay stuck here. You already know too much to get stay here forever on this desolate plain.
But, it will be hard work. I know you have what it takes.
The biggest key to getting out of this level of the video game is to remember that it is indeed a game and that much better levels are ahead if you sincerely commit to not falling back into the ego trance. We cannot rest on any laurels and go comatone again, because I have had too many painful experiences of witnessing what happens when people do.
I can see the you that you’re becoming so that YOU can see the you that you’re becoming.
You have some skeletons in your closets that would like to come out and dance around to amuse you. They have some fascinating dramas to re-enact so you can understand your past and rewrite your relationship to it massively. Why? So you can be FREE.
On the other hand, perhaps you’ve already completed that stage and now your manager is even quite a competent one who does a good job of making sure the fridge is stocked while also knowing that all work and no play makes Jack a very dull man.
Nonetheless, even a quite good manager likely has some skeletons in the closet they’d prefer you didn’t know about.
Important note: If you think you are the manager instead of the witness that watches the manager welp, you don’t even know about the closet or the skeletons. The manager has kept you entirely in the dark about your own past.
But most of you already know about the closet and the skeletons and you probably even know there’s a skeleton key. Some of you might have it already in your pocket and get it out when needed with skillful care.
You’ve found you’re closer to being the witness that watches this all, though you’re not that either, really. There are multiple higher levels of consciousness that watch the watchers… and yes that’s plural.
But, let’s get back to you.
I can see the you that you’re becoming. I sing the song of its name.
Together, we name the un-nameless with care. We name the unnameable with love. We bind together freedom and safety precisely as they should be.
If that rubs you the right way, consider if you want to take another step. Hit reply and say hi.
Ta from Oaxaca,
Cris and Team Dragon